a year

    2004-07-06/4:14 p.m.

    So I took this test last year today.  Exactly a year ago.  Looking back a year ago I've realized that I've changed.  Not in good ways, not in bad ways.  I'm still the same Katy.  I'm just a li'l bit more grown up I think.  I know that I can be as bad as the next person about remember to call someone and I hold a grudge like none other.  I know these aren't good things, but they are things that have always been a part of me and really don't look like they are about to change.
Looking back on last year, it makes me laugh because the first thing I think of when I hear the song "Your Body is a Wonderland" isn't my boyfriend, or even John Mayer, it's Rachel.  Everytime I hear that song (which has been a lot recently) I remember singing that song to Rachel on the bus to Florida and her reaction to it.  All I remember is her talking about "the dirty song."  Maybe part of why I am the way I am is that I never saw that song as dirty.  I've always wanted someone to think that way about me and I find it amazing that people can feel that way about each other.  
The things that change and the things that stay the same they make me think.  I can't say what it is that I think about them, only that it's part of the reason that I'm fine with not seeing people this summer.  Whatever.  I've only got 2 more weeks until Joe gets back.  Then only 3 more weeks until I go back to school.  Hopefully I'll see some people in that time.  If not, then we've got next summer and so on.
~Kates
something about the way the hair falls in your face
I love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillow case
you tell me where to go though I might leave to find it
I'll never let your head hit the bed without my hand behind it
if you want love 
we'll make it
swim in a deep sea 
of blankets
take all your big plans 
and break 'em
this is bound to be awhile
Your body is a wonderland
Your body is a wonder I'll use my hands
damn, baby
you frustrate me
I know you're mine all mine all mine
but you look so good it hurts sometimes
Your Body is a Wonderland (all for Rachel)
John Mayer

You represent... loneliness.
Always alone and always sad about it... unlike
angst, you don't have to look for a reason to
be miserable.  You want to be in the company of
people but aren't sure how to act when you're
with them.  Sometimes you have to make an
effort.  You can't always wait for others to
come to you.


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