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| 2004-02-04/8:29 p.m. So I tried to do this earlier today, but I must have clicked on something and then it took me someplace else and I lost this update. Anyway, mostly I want to talk about Joe. I realize that you guys are all probably sick of hearing it, and I can believe it. I mean I realize that I spend basically every waking moment I can with him. And I talk about him every moment that we're not together. Ok, so maybe not every moment, but a whole hell of a lot. I hate to say that my happiness comes from one thing, and I know that's not exactly true, but he has brought to life something in me that just makes everything wonderful. I can very honestly say that I love him. I kind of took him by surprise yesterday with that, but I felt that I needed to tell him how I feel. I know that I've never been good about telling people how I feel, and the way I told him probably wasn't the best, but I know that I needed to tell him. Thankfully, he feels the same way. I mean it wouldn't change anything if he didn't feel the same way. After that first time I told him I kind of backed off because I didn't want him saying it if he didn't think that he loved me. He came up to me when I was reading in his room and told me that he had thought about it and he does love me. He and I also talked about the fact that I didn't want him just saying that he loved me because he thought that's what I wanted. Again, he said that's not why he told me, it's because he really does love me, he was just shocked because it came out of the blue. I just used the excuse that we've been using for everything (we've been friends, and have known each other a lot longer than we've been dating). It's basically the worst excuse we could have because it keeps us moving forward really fast, but it's not like a pressured move. It's all controlled and I love it, it just seems like wow, I've been dating him for 3 weeks and yet I know I love him. Wow, that sounds weird. And the best part is that nearly every morning I take the 'walk of shame' but I don't mind because I'm coming from being with the man I love, sleeping in his arms, waking up next to him. It's the most amazing feeling. Next, now that I got all that stuff out of the way. I get to see Alexis! I can't wait. We're going to have a fun camp out on the boys' floor and they are going to sleep in their beds, or Alexis is going to sleep in Brian's bed! I think that would be best for the both of them ;) Actually I think that camping out on their floor would be pretty fun in and of itself. I'll just have to get them to clean it up a li'l bit. I can't wait to see my Lexi. Well I'm not sure what there's left to say. I miss you all terribly. I hope I get to see you guys when we have our minor overlap for Spring Breaks. I love you all! I can't wait to see you! Take care of yourselves. ~Kates So I'm a little left of center I'm a little out of tune Some say I'm paranormal So I just bend their spoon Who wants to be ordinary In a crazy, mixed-up world I don't care what they're sayin' As long as I'm your girl Hey, you are on my side And they, they just roll their eyes You get me When nobody understands You come and take the chance, baby You get me You look inside my wild mind Never knowing what you'll find And still you want me all the time Yeah, you do Yeah, you get me So what if I see the sunshine In the pouring rain Some people think I'm crazy But you say it's okay You've seen my secret garden Where all of my flowers grow In my imagination Anything goes You Get Me -Michelle Branch
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