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| 2004-01-05/12:16 a.m. Things I found out today: 1) I still can't do it. The whole leaving thing is still kind of hard. 2) I can't get these feelings to go away. Nothing is as bad as knowing that no matter how much you try to change it there's nothing to do. 3) I love home, but I school is good too. They can't replace each other, at least not yet, so we shall see. 4) No matter what I do, I can't change the things that have happened. I should live with what's happened and keep going, bad or good. If I can fix something that may have been hurt from past events than that is acceptable, but dwelling isn't the thing for me to do. I suppose that this list kind of sounds redundant. But it's what I've been thinking a lot about since I've been back at school. I guess it's the fact that I don't have a roommate yet that makes me wonder if somethings wrong with what's going on. It just doesn't feel like I'm back at school because Lauren isn't here. Whatever, I can't be so odd. I'm not quite sure what's wrong with me. I love you all and already miss you tons. Have fun in the Wood, but don't forget me. ~Kates You wanna be where they still pump your gas for you where they remember your name They think that you are some beauty queen or somethin better where they remember your name Ain't it good to think about the weather Doesn't seem to be time for that no more It's hard to hear when you're busy sayin what you want said Well what you want said, it ain't clear You wanna be where they still open doors for you It's not hard for them to remember you at all They light your cigarette and tell their friends you used to love them Where they remember your name -Homesick Train
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