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"misspent youth - faking up a rampage
2003-10-14/12:51 a.m.
So I'm a little bit back to normal right now. Saturday was just a shock I think. I couldn't really think of anything that made sense at the moment, except that i thought that I don't belong in medicine. I haven't really decided which road is right for me. I mean I have so much ahead of me, and so much desire behind me. I mean I am only 18 I really can't be expected to jump right in there and get into something that is over my head, no matter how much i think I know.

So I really haven't given up on it. I just don't know what it is that I'm best at. I want to do something that makes me happy, and I'm happy when I'm good at the stuff I do. It doesn't matter. I can't believe that it's time for me to begin thinking about next semester's schedule. I know Bindel said that he already did that, but it's still kind of scary. We're at midterms. That means I'm halfway through my first semester at college. I'm just amazed. I've been home twice already and seen all of my friends with the exception of Seka and Katie. I miss you two. I hope you guys are having fun. Hopefully I will talk to you soon.

Saturday I went and saw Les Miserables. That's right, I'm even more obsessed than I was before. Can you believe it?? Neither can I.

That's all for now. Bed time for the Katy girl. Long day ahead of her, and not enough sleep behind her. I love you all, have a wonderful night.

~Kates

but can you fake it, for just one more show

and what do you want, i want to change

and what have you got

when you feel the same

even though i know-i suppose i'll show

all my cool and cold-like old job

despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage

then someone will say what is lost can never be saved

-Bullet With Butterfly Wings

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