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| 2003-08-12/5:12 p.m. HONEST GUYS I DIDN'T CHEAT!
Well I'm here to tell you a lovely story about what Josh R said about my last entry. I'll put a K next to what my part and a J next to his part. So as to make sure what's being said of his responses to my statements... K-I skip, I go and play with little kid toys merely because I find them fun and I want to be a kid again. I guess I'm ready to be a kid, but it's too late now. I'm a college student and I'm going to try and be a serious one at that. We'll see how that one turns out won't we? J- to lose the kid in you, and sacrifice him to the boring adult god of old, is to kill apart of you, apart of you that you will need for the rest of your life, for when you strive to lose the kid in you, you are setting yourself up for a life of stress, for only kids truly know how to relax. K- People see me and expect me to be cyncial and I'm hopefully living up to their expectations. I'd hate to disappoint. J- never came off as cynical to me, and i never expected you to, just a nice girl thats too hard on her self K- Everyone there told me that I wouldn't get outta my first sememster w/o drinking. If they get their way I won't. J- im coming to your party, and if a single damn person trys to get you to drink against your will, i will kick there ass, and if they have em, ill kick there balls, stay sober, stay alcohol free, you are a fucking tough cookie, and that not making it through freshman year thing is crap, and if you dont prove em wrong, i know im gona! i love you kates! I thought this was totally cool. I think it's because I love Josh. He's just one of the coolest kids I know, and definately up there on the best friend list. It's nice to have guy friends again. I mean I love my girl friends, but sometimes you need to find out a guy's opinion and it doesn't always work w/ Kenny you know? It's just that I know that he has this view of me that very few people do, so when I need a little less biased view I go to Josh because he will tell me exactly what he thinks and I won't have to think that it's because he's trying to keep me as the girl in his head. Today I went searching for DVD versions of the two of the movies I want to show tomorrow. But to no avail. I went to two hollywood videos, a blockbuster, the exchange, borders and sam goody to find these movies and they didn't have them :( But I shall be victorious and if all else fails I shall merely rent them if I can't find my copies of them. But we may be adding Enigma to the list because it's really good. So as of right now the movies that I know I'm showing are "How to Kill Your Neighbor's Dog" and "waking Ned Devine". If I can find them, or rent them then "Greenfingers" and "Saving Grace" will be added. If not then "Enigma" will be one of the other selections. Today I also purchased "much ado about nothing" on DVD so I can watch it at school. I'm such a strange person. But it was a fun experience with Alexis b/c she went w/ me to the 2nd Hollywood, the mall and borders. Much fun was had eh Lex? Last night after realizing, yet again, that I did not want to be in my house I went for a walk. This was going to be my normal walk. To Clifton, to elbur, to detroit and home. But when I got to detroit I just kept going up to Hillard and I ended up across town at matthew's. I don't know what it is about his house, but it's almost like coming home. It's strange. I really never thought that I'd be that close to any of my cousin's merely because they are so much older than I am, but it seems like Matthew and I get along because we're kinda on the same level. This merely strikes me as odd because he's done so much more than I have. I know that I've said this before but it still hits me. I'm glad that he doesn't know how to read this because I'd be awfully embarrased if he did. He probably would stop hanging out with me and that would make me very sad especially since he said that we would do something with me the night before I leave. I just know that I don't want to be home that night. I'll make sure everything is packed early because I don't want to spend my last night in Lakewood at home. Whatever, we'll see what happens won't we? And I'll tell you all about it from my new laptop when I get it down at school. I don't think I have much else to say to you guys right now. I shall probably go and play collapse for the remaining 3 hourse that I have here at work. I love you all! ~Kates 'Violet: I want to be like everyone else So no one will point and stare To walk down the street not attracting attention No notice, no mention, no hint of dispare A normal reaction A standard response The same as everyone wants Daisy: I want to be like everyone else But richer and more acclaimed Worshiped and celebrated Pampered and loved To see those who've laughed Feeling ashamed A glorious frantic Adoring response The same as everyone wants I'd go abroad See all the sights Hear folks applaud Bow to the lights Violet: I'd settle down Never to roam Find a nice husband and home Daisy: I want to be Violet: I want to be Daisy & Violet: Like everyone else But not like my sister says' -Like Everyone Else "Side Show"
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