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| 2003-08-07/6:29 p.m. I actually have tried to update since my last update, but while I was at work on Tuesday I got a phone call asking for the internet at my house so I had to stop where I was and give up on the whole diary thing. I haven't really been up to much. Not even a whole hell of a lot of thinking. I have been thinking about what I'm going to miss when I go away. I know I'll miss my friends, I'll miss Bob and my parents, maybe Kelly a li'l bit, but I'm not sure. I'll probably miss my bed. I'm going to miss all the important things to me. I'm going to miss my books. I can't take them all with me you know? I'm going to miss my stereo, but my roommate is bringing one for the two of us. I'm going to miss my conversations with ppl. I can't spend too much time on the phone b/c it will just get too expensive, but I'll miss talking and hearing a voice. I love email because it's an easy way to keep in touch, but still that voice is sometimes the most important thing you know? I mean Lex and I had a conversation about 'American Gladiators' on Tuesday. Like we spent nearly 2 hours on the phone talking about AG. Kenny and I spend hours on the phone every night and I don't know how impressive our dialogue would be to most people, but it means a lot to me. That's what I'm going to miss most I think. Just the thought that I'm able to talk to these people for hours at a time. I know that Lex and I won't be too far from each other, but I'm almost positive that it is still long distance. I'm dying to get to school, but I'm still terrified that I'll hate it, or that I won't make any friends. I keep telling people when they ask 'are you ready to go?' yes I'm dying to get outta here. But yet even today while I was walking through Target with Liz we both said 'I don't want to go to college'. I'm just not quite ready for it I think. I keep saying that I am, but I'm just not sure. I keep thinking that maybe I'm just overreacting. At least I still have a couple more weeks left, unlike Rachel and Liz who leave us both in the same weekend :( Well I hope this lifted your spirits, and now I shall go and try to figure out a "back" button for all you guys. ~Kates When you feel all alone And the world has turned it's back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relieve and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face they day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone Because there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breath again When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild wild heart Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone -Crash and Burn Savage Garden
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