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| 2003-08-02/11:33 p.m. Wow... so I've been doing that terrible thing again. You know what I mean don't you? That's right... I've been THINKING! I've been thinking about the post I put up yesterday and how I felt like that was one of the best that I've put up, except maybe the Marshmallows one. And I think it's because I didn't censor myself at all. Except with the mention of who the "love" guy was. All I can tell you I guess is that he's older guy (as if you couldn't tell) and it doesn't worry me anymore. I'm just afraid that I'll be like Marie from 'when harry met sally'. I don't think that you guys would let me do that, but who knows? Also in talking with my dear friend Valerie I realized that this summer has not been what I always thought that my last summer before college to be. I mean I did get my summer goal accomplished but at a horrible price it seems. But I'm not comfortable in my own skin anymore even though I seem to be perfectly comfortable with myself. I just don't know when that will happen to occur. Maybe never, but I can continue to pretend eh? Well I guess I've never been comfortable in my skin, but I've just pretended well now that I think of it. I've just been doing too much thinking and because of it I'm not feeling comfortable around anyone and I'm just not understanding it. Like I snapped at someone today for no apparent reason, well to the person it would seem to have no reason, but for me it did. I really would like to apologize, but that would require me explaining the problem and then awkwardness would ensue. It would just be too terribly hard to explain comfortably. You know? I'm not quite sure what else I have to say but it's taken me over an hour to write this b/c I swear I have ADD because I get so distracted so easily. ~Kates Tell all my friends I'm dead I'm leaving you, this time its for good Tell all my friends that I'm dead It won't be long before you forget my name Can you tell That I'm losing myself I think I'm trying too hard to Let it show To let you know To trace your footsteps back to me Cusp I've been gone for a long time Waiting on the sidelines Hoping for a chance to play Well I thought I would never leave anything behind I also never thought I'd say Tell all my friends I'm dead I'm leaving you, this time its for good Tell all my friends that I'm dead It won't be long before you forget my name Can you tell That I don't know myself I need someone to remind me To let it go Please let me know To trace your footsteps back to me Cusp I've been gone for a long time Waiting on the sidelines Hoping for a chance to play Well I thought I would never leave anything behind I also never thought I'd say Tell all my friends I'm dead I'm leaving you, this time its for good Tell all my friends that I'm dead It won't be long before you forget my name And if I had the chance To do it all again I wouldn't expect anything less And if I had the chance To do it all again I wouldn't expect I wouldn't expect anything less Tell all my friends I'm dead I'm leaving you, this time its for good Tell all my friends that I'm dead It won't be long before you forget my name -Forget my name New Found Glory
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