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| 2003-08-01/11:18 p.m. Why Hello dear fans! 'A mystical message escape Pleasure Island' Alright so that's not exactly how I should begin this lovely entry, but c'est la vie n'est-ce pas? I'm kinda bored and I'm sure that I could have gone back to Katie's after I was done babysitting, but I thought that it would be nice to have some 'house' time, especially since it's going to get difficult to have that in the next couple of weeks and so on. But recently I've been doing a lot of thinking. I do realize that it's dangerous for me to do this, but it doesn't stop the juices nonetheless. But I guess what I've been thinking of mostly is what I'm going to do next year. It just seems to be the thing I keep coming back to. Liz and I were talking about when she'll come and visit me and what it'll be like, and then Bob made fun of me but I guess what he has to say is right. Liz and I were talking about like when she comes to visit me I'll be there with my 23 year old medical school boyfriend and how Liz'll be talking about her stoner boyfriend who had just written her a song. We laughed at it, but Bob made some crack about it being a 30 year old med student and when I said something about if it's a 30 year old then I want him to be a doctor he joked that 'pickers can't be choosers'. I laughed at it at the time, but now I look at it and take in what Lex had said to me when we were at the park at the Hampton's marathon. She looked at me and honestly told me that she knew that I would be with someone older than us. I've always joked about it, and it's never been a big thing b/c I've thought 'so what?' it's not like he's going to be that much older than me, but I realize that I am attracted to older guys and I know why. I've realized that security attracts me more than anything. Kenny, Bob and I were talking about this question that Bob had posed one night on the phone. The question was 'if you had to marry anyone of the people you know now who would it be?' It took me a really long time to answer this question. Instinctively I first thought of the guy who I'm "in love with" now. Then I thought more about it and it dawned on me that I would want to marry someone who knows me incredibly well, someone who would raise kids well, someone who would let me be who I am and someone who would be there. I guess the big ones are the first and the last. I grew up with my parents always fighting, my father living in another city, but my parents were still married and I realize that this isn't much different than other people, but this is how it's caused me to be. But I finally decided that Kenny would be my first pick (and I his) and then the "love" guy and finally my last pick would be Pete. That's right Lex's Pete would be my third choice if I had to go with people I know right now. Hopefully that will not ever be the case, not to say that marrying any of those three guys would be bad, but right now I figure that would kinda be like me settling for something. You know? But I've gone on far too much for this little subject that really has no bearing on my life currently. But it was something that I've been thinking of. 1. What was the last TV show you watched? I watched the last 3.5 minutes of 'Monk' but before that I watched 'Dead Like Me' which is a totally cool show. I love it. 2. What was the last thing you complained about? Really needing to pee, and again really needing to pee. Damn bladder! 3. Who was the last person you complimented and what did you say? I'm not sure, but it was probably Liz, telling her that she's gorgeous, b/c I think she is, or John b/c he and his little league team won the Championship 4. What was the last thing you threw away? I think it was a wrapper for a fruit roll-up, but i can't remember. 5. What was the last website (besides this one) that you visited? the zentences site the Bryan gave me ages ago, and yahoo games, and the Aida lyrics page that I have! ~Kates AMNERIS I may leave a great impression As I race through a succession Of the latest crazes, chase the newest fad I feel better when beguiling Find that fashion keeps me smiling But in my heart I know it's rather sad AIDA That a life of great potential Is dismissed, inconsequential AMNERIS And only ever seen as being cute So I'll flutter to deceive AIDA Oh no you must believe That one day you're bound to find AIDA & AMNERIS A Stronger Suit -A Stronger Suit (Reprise)
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