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Truth Contains a Contradiction of Terms?
2003-07-17/1:31 p.m.
HELLO ALL!

Well I'd have to say that girls night was definately a success. I do have to give props to Alexis for her subtleness in 'ubertruth'. I thnk you guys realize that I'm not the kind of person who keeps friend well and I'm so glad that after all that I've done to try and separate myself from everyone we can still be friends. I know that Rachel and Lex don't know what it's like to have sisters, but you guys are even better than sisters at times, I know that when you're there it's not because of duty as a family member, but because you really do wish to be there. I mean the sister thing goes for all of you, even you Bindel (but I can call you like a brother if you want). Bindel I'm sure that we shall try and explain everything to you because you should know what's going on and what was said at girls night.

Lex~ It kinda sucks that something like this had to send us over that line we were talking about, but I'm glad that we're back to being such good friends. It wasn't fair of me to be mad at you. It was totally for the wrong reasons. You are so much more important to me than any stupid boy and I'm sorry that it took me this long to realize it. I really do love you so much and it disgusts me that I allowed such an asshole to come between us. I sincerely hope that you can forgive me in my idiocy because I do see the error of my ways and I'm going to try and do everything to make it up to you. I'll begin by calling you all the time and bugging you to hang out w/ me at sometime. We'll drive around and listen to really loud music and eat cookies and do more girlie stuff especially when you're at Miami b/c you're my friend and I LOVE ALEXIS! It even says so in my notebook!

I just had a really good conversation with Bindel and he's right, we need to think about what we're talking about with the scumbag. I do think that Lex and I need to talk to him, but maybe for right now we should just leave it as the two of us telling him what we think of his lovely way of acting. I'm not saying that we shouldn't do what we were talking about all last night, but I guess I am. I mean Bindel told me that there were two reasons we wanted to go to the rehearsal dinner tonight and one was that it would be keeping me away from the situation. God that kid always knows what to say, even if it isn't what you want to hear. I honestly think he's one of the smartest people I know when it comes to dealing with emotions. Can't let that go can I?

Well I'm still going to try to talk to him tonight, but Bindel seems to think that I will kill him if I see him tonight, but I promise I won't and I'll keep you all up to date with what's going on.

Muchos Love!

~Kates

She doesn't care

Whether or not he's a good man.

She doesn't care,

Just as long as she still has her friends.

She doesn't care

Whether or not he's an island.

If they laugh, they make money.

She doesn't care

Whether or not he's an island.

She doesn't care,

Just as long as his ship's coming in.

She doesn't care

Whether or not he's an island.

If they laugh, they make money.

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