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| 2003-07-04/12:38 a.m. Well I'm back and yes I shall probably speak of the same thing that has been bugging me for the past couple of days. But I shall try and refrain from making it the topic of the conversation, b/c really I'm having a dialogue in my head while I'm writing this, as normal. Today I did three things I haven't done in quite some time. I chopped my hair off, I got my eyebrows waxed and I thanked a friend for merely being a friend. This one is dedicated to you guys. Rachel~ Thank you for talking to me last night. I know my "one second" extended to like forty minutes but there were circumstances which you seemed to have understood. My favorite part of you is that you take in all that you hear and come out with the best explanations, and resolutions. I wouldn have never just thought that my "problem" could be solved so easily. But you are always there for me, I appreciate that so greatly, even if I do make you want b/c I'm having a conversation and my friend is ranting at me, which I didn't mind, but I could explain to Liz what you and I were talking about. But you are like a rock who I know will give me sound advice. You are like grandmother Willow in Pocahontus (sp). Without you I'd probably have ended up with an ulcer this year, just from worrying about stupid stuff. Laura~ You my dear are the one who brought me into this circle. I can't say how scared I was sophomore year that you were going to drop me after the thing with Olivia. But I'm so happy that you didn't. I wouldn't be the same person I am now if you hadn't let me stay with you, even if we didn't talk much. Thank you for everything you've done, including trying to keep me grounded with this group of friends that I have made. You are such an amazing girl and everything you do is awesome. Your way with words is magical I hope you know that. You hold a very special place in my heart and my thoughts because, no matter what went wrong you were always there to bring me back to earth. I hope that one day I may repay the kindness. Lex~ Wow this year has been the rollercoaster I thought I'd never have again. Everything was good, and now it's rocky, but it's getting better. You were my confidante, you were my sounding board. Before I acted on anything I tried to bounce it off of you and I realize that I was taking you forgranted. I want to say that I don't want a repeat of my experience with Jenny F but I think that's what I'm doing. I know that I shouldn't be, and I'm trying to work through it, please just give me time. I want to wish you the best of luck with everything this next year, no matter what happens if You decide to leave Miami no one has the right to think ill of you for that. Remember what you've told me: your happiness is more what matters. Bindel~ I realize that I thanked you mere hours ago, but it doesn't really matter if I do it again does it? You have been my best online buddy ever. Whether I'm in a moral dilemna or just shooting the shit you are there. I know that I can talk to you about anything and everything, and I don't have to feel embarrassed about it at all. I know that because we're friends you're really not going to judge me too harshly but it's nice to know that forgiveness is there when I need it. Remember I'm here for what you need and I'm still trying to find someone for you! Josh~ Josh I don't normally talk about him here, but I realize that he's become a huge part of me this year. He's this kid who's just filled with an amazing amount of wisdom you think he'd explode. Talking to him is much like talking to Rachel where he will listen until he knows you are done, and then will tell you what he thinks in such a way so you think Wow! this kid is good. He makes me feel really good about myself when I normally feel so badly. I love Josh because he's so understanding I can't imagine not being friends with him. I'd hate to lose him next year. Kenny~ Wow where to start with Kenny. I've only really known him for a year and yet I feel like I've known him forever. He knows when anything's wrong and he knows that when I don't talk then there's something seriously wrong. I just don't know what it is about him. This is why I fell so hard for him this year, but when that didn't work out it didn't mess anything up because he refused to let anything get messed up. What's more is his way of trying to make you feel better, which doesn't always work but the effort is nice. His exclamations that I'm "just a bundle of cuteness" makes me laugh. He must see something I don't, but that's ok. Without Kenny I truly wouldn't be the person I am today. He placed within me a strength I didn't know I had. NOt only strength, but self confidence. Everything he said only helped me to believe him and maybe one day I can honestly believe him when he says to me "Katy you're my hero". Again I love you all and my advice to you is do what makes you happy. Don't follow the crowd because you are all such individuals that it would be a crime to lose you amongst the multitudes. All of my love and best wishes follows you as we part ways in just a few short months. You are my life and without you I don't kow what I would be today. Kates I wanna hang onto something That won't break away or fall apart Like the pieces of my heart And globes and maps are all around me now I wanna feel you breathe me Globes and maps I see surround you here Why won't you believe me? Globes and maps they charter your way back home Do you wanna leave or somethin? And dreams came around you in a hazy rain You opened your mouth wide to feel them fall And I write a letter, from a one-way train But i don't think you'll read it at all And globes and maps are all around me now I wanna feel you breathe me Globes and maps I see surround you here Why won't you believe me? Globes and maps they charter your way back home Do you wanna leave or somethin? And I can't take this anymore Well I know that I can't take this anymore I can't take this anymore Cuz I know someday I'll see you walk out that door And globes and maps are all around me now I wanna feel you breathe me Globes and maps I see surround you here Why won't you believe me? Globes and maps they charter your way back home So Do you wanna leave? Do you wanna leave? Globes and maps they charter your way back home Do you wanna leave or somethin? -Globes And Maps Something Corporate
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