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Observations of a jealous girl no matter how screwy everything looks on the surface
2003-06-30/2:17 a.m.
Alright. I tried to do this earlier but someone was standing over my shoulder and I couldn't write.

But I'm here providing an observation that I've been seeing. I've been watching the people around me who are in relationships and trying to figure out what's going on with all of them.

First: Bob and Amy - They seem like they're not really a couple, but then today they went out to dinner with her dad. But when I asked him what was the good part about it he said hanging out with her dad. Like to me this isn't a functional relationship. That and he spends most of his time with my friend and everyone seems to want them to hook up. Which brings me to couple #2

#2: Liz and Marc - They have been together since her freshman year, so nearly four years. Marc is a year older than we are and it's an odd relationship to watch. We all know they love each other and stuff, but we can't tell if they like each other much. Like how can she deal with a guy who cries everytime someone is mean to him? Sure everyone wants a sensitive guy, but he's really not sensitive in the right sense. He doesn't much care about what she wants, but it's all about him. I can't really explain it. But I'm happy that she's gonna get rid of him if he doesn't go back to school. Like he quit school to buy a truck, when he had a perfectly good one.

On to couple 3: Katie & Marc - Katie is Liz's twin. They are a cute couple superficially I suppose. Again this seems to me a love/hate relationship. I think Katie's past intimidates Marc. But I really think that this time when she says that she loves him she's very serious. I know this summer ends this relationship because she's off to school in Hawaii, not somewhere he can get to very often. But I hope that this is a good summer for both of them. Marc and I joke about being a couple all the time it's quite fun, so if I ever talk about my b/f marc that's him.

But I guess it just seems to me that I'll never understand relationships, you know? Whatever I suppose.

~Kates

(neither seems aware that the other is singing)

There is no-one, no-one at all

Never has been and never will be a lover

Male or female

Who hasn't an eye on

In fact they rely on

Tricks they can try on

Their partner

They're hoping their lover will help them or keep them

Support them, promote them

Don't blame them, you're the same

-I'd Be Surprisingly Good For You

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