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| 2003-06-29/4:31 p.m. "Searching has its roots in the earth" Hello All! Well as you can see I changed my template and with the change in my template comes a change of attitude within this diary. Because this really portrays how I've been feeling recently. My self-imposed solitude from you guys has been killing me. I miss hanging out with you guys. I know I've had opportunities but it's different now. I guess it's the fact that I've always had "summer friends". They are remnants of my past friends, before you, and friends that I've had, but we've been too busy to see each other outside of school. But I want more than anything to be able to hang out with both groups at once. I've spent a lot of time thinking over this past year and I see that I'm not the same person I was last year, or earlier this year. I don't know how to explain it. I think Laura did it best, which always surprises me. I am that girl behind the book, and I guess I'm just waiting for someone to pull me out from behind it again, just like she did junior year, how Katey V did it sophomore year. But I don't know who it's going to be, maybe a future classmate, maybe you guys but I think that's what scares me most of all. Maybe no one will pull me from my book and I'll forever be stuck there, too afraid to come out and see the world as a good place. Thanks a bunch for everything you guys have done. ~Kates 'You're a fool! Think again! Is this home? Is this where I should learn to be happy? Never dreamed That a home could be dark and cold I was told Ev'ry day in my childhood: Even when you grow old Home should be where the heart is Never where words so true! My heart's far, far away Home is too Is this home Is this what I must learn to believe in Try to find Something good in this tragic place Just in case I should stay here forever Held in this empty place Oh, that won't be easy I know the reason why My heart's far, far away Home's alike What I'd give to return To the life that I knew lately But I know now I can't All my problems going by Is this home? Am I here for a day or forever? Shut away From the world until who knows when Oh, but then As my life has been altered once It can change again Build higher walls around me Change ev'ry lock and key Nothing lasts, nothing holds All of me My heart's far, far away Home and free!' -Home 'Beauty and the Beast'
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