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| 2003-04-27/9:47 p.m. Hello! How goes it w/ ya'll? Sorry that I haven't been writing. I was updating the other diary. I mean not like you can really tell, but whatever. I've been doing a lot of thinking. Dangerous eh? And I'm beginning to long for next year. After this week in Toledo I'm so completely ready for college. I missed all my friends, but with the magic that is the internet I didn't have to feel completely cut off from the rest of the world. But I feel like I still haven't completely found myself. Maybe that's the meaning of life. You won't ever know until you are so completely comfortable w/ the way you are and the way you look at everything. I know that didn't make any sense so I apologize. But that's how I'm feeling rihgt now. No matter what I really think I don't think this feeling of intense freedom is ever gonna go away. I cant imagine ever coming back here and feeling the same way I do now. It's like I know that I'm gonna change and I'm looking forward to it. The only thing that worries me is that I'm gonna change so much that it's gonna be like a whole new me and someone that my friends don't really like. I don't know. Maybe I'm delusional, maybe I'm worrying about this when I shouldn't. I can't imagine my friends ever telling me that any changes had been bad. I mean we all dealt w/ rachel when she was an angel ;) I think that's it. I hate doing this to you all. Ignore my deluded brain and have a wonderful day... ~Kates 'Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan 'press on' has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.' — Calvin Coolidge Where's the soul I want to know New York City is evil The surface is everything but I could never do that Someone would see through that And this is our last time We'll be friends again I'll get over you, you'll wonder who I am And there's this burning Just like there's always been I've never been so alone alone And I've, and I've never been so alive So alive I go home to the coast It starts to rain I paddle out on the water Alone Taste the salt and taste the pain I'm not thinking of you again Summer dies and swells rise The sun goes down in my eyes See this rolling wave Darkly coming to take me Home And I've never been so alone And I've never been so alive -Motorcycle Drive By Third Eye Blind
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